Too much thinking

so the chemistry is there… but what if he starts to get to know me and realizes i’m not what he wants? i guess that’s the point of dating, which is probably why i don’t really like doing it. i asked him what kind of girl he likes…and majority of what he said isn’t really me…which terrifies me because i don’t want our frienship to change. why do relationships have to be so complicated? he had asked me to tell him about myself…and i didn’t know what to say. the first thing that came to mind was “i’m complicated”. great answer right? but the stupid thing is, i couldn’t explain myself. i feel like i’ve messed things up. looks like i’ve done it again….